I'm trying to change,
I'm trying so hard...

I was down and I was out,
and my heart was filled with doubt...

Time keeps on slipping,
there's so much to say...

I am a man full of sorrows,
a man who wants no more tomorrows...

Back off, I don't want this, I don't need this...
back off, I can't have this, I can't keep this...

I want to love you, but you'll never know,
I want to hold you, but I'll let you go...

Sitting here in this dark room, cold and all...
I sit in the silence, and wait for the unknown...

Slowly Disappear
Every time I look at you my life it seems so...

*This is a song...*
I found out I died today...

I want to scream at you some more,
because you walked right out that door...

*This is a song...*
I'm not gonna whine about all my problems...

You're everything that I've known,
all the love that I've shown...