This is the poem I can't write,
I've struggled with it day and night...

I don't need a reason just hand me the gun,
ending my life well that should be fun...

My heart is broken into pieces,
I need my super Jesus...

*After trying to think of something forever, I...
I used to hate, hate myself...

I finally had the courage to tell you how I feel,
but as it goes I lost that chance for real...

I look down to the floor,
and I just bleed more and more...

*This is a "song"...*
Could you hold my hand, cause you hold my heart...

Why can't I say I love you,
Why can't I say that I do...

I was broken, torn apart,
but somehow you stole my heart...

I've seen endless pain through these eyes,
through the rain, filled with lies...

*This is a song...*
I would bleed...

*This is a song...*
I've had enough of all these lies...