The day I lost you,
I felt so alone...

It was a day like any other,
but then you didn't smother...

In my room I sit alone,
wishing that you'd come back home...

Another sleepless night,
but this is no surprise...

I've got somethin' on my mind,
I feel like I'm in such a bind...

So you left for California,
said you had nothin' left to say...

So I made mistakes,
and I paid the price...

It's been so long,
but it hurt so strong...

Many times I've fought this war,
many times survived...

I remember the nights,
the countless fights...

Thought this was perfect,
that this was right...

So I know I made mistakes,
but you made them too...