If love is a disease
it's one I wanna keep...
only if it means
I can watch you while you dream.

Love is when...
-you're throwing up
-pmsing
-breaking out in acne
-finding out your sisters gay
-gaining weight
and he still comes over with a teddy bear, movie, and chicken soup to keep you companying while you cry.

Its not until you lose him
you realize you love him.

And when you love him
you realize you have to let him go...

even if that means your heart silently breaks instead of his.

I wanted you to love me
I wanted you to care
I wanted you to hole me

But you were never there.

I can't stand this place
it's not what it used to be
so I'm leaving it behind
with the ghosts still haunting me.