&& every_day
i live
with_out you
im a total
w-r-e-c-k,
cuz ever since you
walked
into my life,
every_things
absolutly
.:P.E.R.F.E.C.T:.

I h.a.t.e how i ((want)) him so much

i h.a.t.e how i ((need)) him so bad

i h.a.t.e how i drive my_self ((crazy))

thinkin about him,

but since i have to ))love((

some_one this much, im glad

its .:Y.O.U:.

I didn't love you, i loved the person you pretended to be.

&& i w.a.n.t /you/,

i n.e.e.d /you/,

.:why:. cant i have /you/?

&& being_alone isn't all that b.a.d, when its been like this for -so long-....

&& to have .:love:. is to be lucky,
to have .:love:. is to have it all,
and every_day i dont have .:love:.,
i have no reason not to F.A.L.L.....

~~it kinda dosnt make sence, but its true~~

The sooner we get together,
the sooner we'll break up,
so im alright with the way things are now, unpredictable.

&& every_day i wonder why i like you so much,
but im reminded every_time you look at me and .:S.M.I.L.E:.

I sat down and tried to write a poem about you, but then i realized your so perfect, its
.:I.N.D.E.D.C.R.I.B.E.A.B.L.E:.

&& L.o.v.e is not /knowing/ whats

gonna ((happen)) next, planning for

the, .:W.O.R.S.T:. but hoping for the

.:B.E.S.T:.