&& the day you came into my life,

was the day i started l.i.v.i.n.g..

&& i'd rather have p.a.i.n for you,

then have happiness with anybody

else...

&& if life were ment to be perfect, i'd

be in your arms right now, holding you

tight, instead of sitting here, thinking

up these stupid fantasies...

&& everytime i pass you, im so

tempted to just pull you close to me,

and kiss you, in front of the world,

but my mind says no... and my heart

listens...

&& my head says let go of you,

which i probably could,

if my heart would listen.xx

HER: tell my this will last..

HIM: forever baby.

HER FRIEND: why'd you go through so much trouble when you knew you'd get hurt in the end?

HER: he was worth it..

&& every morning i wake up and

wonder why i should keep going,

then i see your picture on my

nightstand and s.m.i.l.e.xx

HER: tell my this will last..

HIM: forever baby.

"i'm counting the steps
to the door to your heart"

~not mine, from a song,
but i thought it was cute~