Its hard to let go....even of the things u never really had

My arms are getting tired of holding on
but you dont understand how far i will fall if i let go.

and i dont wanna fall quite that far

If i had a peny for every time i wished u\'d say u loved me..id be so amazingly rich.....but if i had a bizillion dollars for everytime u acctyally said it...id still have nothing

(sounded better in my head)

When ppl say dont change for someone else..are you ever really changin for them?no ur changing for u.so that ull be happy when they like u.so ulll get what you want...u always change for urself.so should we all go ahead and reconstuct oursleves?

I smile so much to hide it all that ive begun to believe my self....and every so often i dont even have to fake it.

All ive got is insane

-slipknot

Its crazy how strong the heart really is...it only takes one person to tear it to shreds...and yet every tiny piece can find the strength to love them even more.

Sorry...for some reason i thought u'd catch me when i tripped and fell...or atleast help me back up...

I say: ok frieds..sure..souds good
so i paste a smile one even tho...
My heart screams: i wanna die
My eyes well i dont kno exactly what theyre trying to say with all these tears-something like: i wish.i wish i could be her i wish you loved me.

If ur gonna tell me to move on...then tell me how