If only things would turn out like there suppose...
then everything would be like a painless dream...

Please don't call me names,
Please stop hurting me that way...

I wish someone could understand,
And every night he or she could hold my hand...

Do you remember me father?
All of the beatings and yelling made me who i am...

I don't wanna go to sleep
I don't wanna close my eyes...

Into the darkness i would wait,
The pain i'm baring is just to great...

Why am i even alive?
Why haven't I said my goodbyes...

Pain is attached to me with strings,
Even when i try to spread my wings...