From the start iv always had a crush on you,
even when you were dating my friend at the time...

When my dad passed away, i thought I'd never be...
that there was nothing left for me but pain...

My eyes are sore from crying
my heart and soul are dying...

With the pain and hurt i hold inside,
i can't seem to run from this world and hide...

I don't see why people want to die,
because all it does is make people cry...

I sit here alone in the night
wondering what is wrong with me...

How come I'm alone?
How come no one likes me...

Why do i even try.
when i know in the end theres nothing for me but...

Why is it that i am cursed,
some times it makes me so mad i just want to...

I know its not easy for you and me,
for us to be together and let it be...

I have a good friend named Abby, and if you piss...
she some times get teased but people just cant...

Dillon,
i know how you felt about me...