Can you see beyond the smiles?
can you see beyond the lies?
can you see what im hiding
hiding deep inside?

~~beginig of a poem i wrote called can you see~~

U mean so much to me, but whn you sid u werent sure if you still loved me, hy heart just fell to the ground

love u so effin much marcel, u r my world

Your the only one i want to be with, forever and always, but now were miles apart, and i just screwed up your chance at being happy without me...

im so srry marcel, i love you so much

Its not worth taking ur life for a guy, if u care about him that much one day he will b back in ur arms

Even tho were so far apart, doesn't eman were still not close in heart!!

~i love you marcel, n i hope things work out for the better, just want u 2 b happy, even if its not with me~

Do i take a step forward, or a step back...do i let go 2day, or wait till 2morrow?!?!

I feel like letting go 2nite, then 2morrow might b alrite
wanna watch the blood flow, and my life slowly dissapear

You flirt with me, but you just don't wnt to date me?!?!

~thanks 4 getting my hopes up notty....

Im giving up on you and the worst part is you never even knew i was trying

~im giving up Notty.......~

Togeather forever, never apart, when worst comes to worst, you always come first