Looking at you I used to think I had it all. The...
Almost forever because you chose to drink...

Dear whomever will listen,
am i worth it? is the feeling real? do i want to...

I hate the frustration and the stress
I'm full of sadness I must confess...

Though throughout my life I have been blessed
I have a horrible feeling inside my chest...

Finding myself beneath the surface
I fight my way to the top to get a breath of air...

Why are you this way that's all i want to know
i have a good thought but I'm not completely sure...

With every tear i bleed i erase a part of you
one part, one memory, one thought...

Tonight something inside of me clicked. something...

I wish i could explain how much you mean to me
i wish i could express all the love i have for you...

You've only been gone for days
yet i miss you in so many ways...

Wanna be with you 24/7
thinking of you, I'm in heaven...

Look to my right see you there driving
on the lake with my baby...