All i wanted was a dad
But no...

Mom lights the candles
Sister holds the camera...

For all the stupid things I've said
For all the stupid thoughts in my head...

What has happened to me?
i cant cope with all this sh*t anymore...

I covered it in white tape
I wrote your name on it...

You called to see what I was doing
Then your mind games began...

When did the feeling
Become just words on paper...

9:46 pm staring at my four walls
with their spiked ceiling...

I poke at you
But you don't respond...

Thursday night you gave me an extra long hug...
When i woke up Friday morning the rain was coming...

I'm done pretending to care
I'm done crying...

Your words wrote to me so early
Your kiss on my lips so late...