As I'm sitting here,
thinking about you...

If I didn’t call,
Would you care...

Why am I still standing here,
trying to believe that I am worth it...

Standing here listening to the wind,
the chills up and down my spine...

Why am I caught in confusion?
my heart and my mind are in a war...

Muffled sounds in my ears,
seeing many people but I cannot hear...

Shame On Me
I thought I could get over you...

The ground is covered in white,
the trees sparkle with delight...

How can you love your self,
When you don't see a single thing to love...

I look into your eyes and see the real you,
I see a side no one else understands...

December 26th, 2004
Dearest Lovely...

December 27th, 2004
Dearest Lovely...