He left me
and told me to stay...

You ask yourself why
every second of every day...

Every moment of everyday
i sit before god...

Believe it or not
its over now...

I'm going off the deep end
i don't know what to do...

Last night I cried
for you...

I sharp pain
penetrates the skin...

What am i gonna do
I'm pregnant...

I got chills
on that October day...

I'm sitting here
like every other day...

I'm falling down
so very hard...

I cant feel this pain anymore
its going so fast...