Why is life so hard i wish you loved me ive tried to hard my heart hurts all the pain is killing me trying to breathe trying to hear dying inside but nobody can see screaming for help but to quite to hear why am i dying to live if im just living to die.

Ii wiish yOu knew the paiin yOu put me thrOugh

I hate you i love you but i forget how i feel when i see you

Wishin to be on your mind wishin you were all mine wishin to be the grl of your dreams wishin you were with me

Ii want to be that grl that you wiish for all day and dream about all night

I dont wanna be the grl that you show off i wanna be the grl that you love

Ii started out wiit nothiin n stiill have most of it left

Your my killer but you didnt know it i love you for to long that i finally lost hope wishing for you i cant stand this life

Hurts to breathe cant you see im all you want im striving to keep alive please just be all mine thats all i could ever want or need

Wishing you would hold me in your arms tight praying that one day you might be mine