I dont want to live i dont want to breathe i dont want to speak. and its all becuase hes not here with me i hate it when i start to cry over a guy i hate not wanting to be alive and its all becaue hes not here with me

And right now ii`m wiishiin mOre
and mOre everday that ii stiill had yOu

Idk iif ii`m jealous she`s takiin my space
or iif ii maybe never really gOt Over yOu

Ii hate hOw yOu treat me liike yOur #1
but treat her liike yOur whOle wOrld

Ii thOught iit would be easiier wiith Out yOu
but ii`ve cOme tO realiize yOu`re the One ii
trust and the one ii need tO forget all
my prOblems thiis iis my way of sayiin
ii miiss yOu

You were to nice
i had to say bye to you
you might not understand
but i just couldnt take the chance
i couldnt take the chance of gettin hurt again

All it takes is one stupid convo with him to make me go crazy and stay up all night thinking about waht could have happened and should have happened

If it werent for me always trying to push that one guy i love away then id be happy rihgt now in his arms

He says the perfect things hes there when i need him he stays on the phone all night with me, he lays under the stars with me, he loves me with all his heart, but yet ill find any excuse just so i wont fall head over heels

your so pathetic
and im so pathetically in love with you