Why don't you just stop?
And for once just let me talk...

I lay on the ground
Watching the world go round...

Well before anyone reads this I want you to know...
Cj Cavalcante - 19 years old...

I know that you are there for me
But it's something that i really don't need...

I know that I started
And its really retarted...

I see people looking at me
I just start to think...

How can I forget
How you treated me...

When I see this object
I don't see a board...

I see that shiny object
That makes me feel so much better...

I hate you dad
You were never there for me...

I look at the pics with you and me
I really did think that this was meant to be...

I couldn't take the pain any more
I just couldn't help it but now my arms are sore...