And the truth is
i'm so afraid to lose you
and that when i told you "don't talk to me right now" and "give me some time"
you decided you were just gonna stay away forever.

If you say "let's run away together"
i swear i'll take your hand and run as fast as i can
not once looking back.
no questions asked.

On the outside i'm moving on -
just. like. you.
but on the inside,
i'm still stuck in the same damn place.

I just wanna make you miss me
more than anything.
i want you to miss me.

One day she'll break free
one day she'll scream out loud
one day she'll stop letting you walk all over her

I hope you're happy
i was too good for you
and i'm so done caring.
you deserve her.
you can't handle anything better than a sl-t.

It's like no matter what she does
or how hard she trys
she's still never good enough
to be the one girl he wants
to be the one girl he loves
a million girls always come before her.

No matter how much i miss you
or how often i think of you
it doesn't bring you back.
it doesn't change what happened.

If i could erase the as-hole i saw in you i would.
i would go back to the days when you were still a good guy.
back before i saw you in this ugly light.
the light that made me question if i ever really knew you at all.

One day you'll realize
that you loved her once but not anymore
and you'll feel like something's missing
and it will hurt like hell when you figure out
that the "something missing" is me.