I hope you're happy
i was too good for you
and i'm so done caring.
you deserve her.
you can't handle anything better than a sl-t.

I cant help but want you
more than i want too..

And all those times i said i love you
and you said it back
it hurts me to know
i meant it, and you didnt

I know i should hate you for this
but i can't.
you bring me to my knees
and make me weaker than i've ever been before.

And despite the fact
that you treated me like shit
and handled everything wrong -
and even though i know you'll leave me in a second
to run back into her arms whenever she calls your name
i'd still give you another chance.
i still want you back.

And you're just another reminder
of how i'm never quite good enough.

One day you'll realize
that you loved her once but not anymore
and you'll feel like something's missing
and it will hurt like hell when you figure out
that the "something missing" is me.

If i could erase the as-hole i saw in you i would.
i would go back to the days when you were still a good guy.
back before i saw you in this ugly light.
the light that made me question if i ever really knew you at all.

No matter how much i miss you
or how often i think of you
it doesn't bring you back.
it doesn't change what happened.

It's like no matter what she does
or how hard she trys
she's still never good enough
to be the one girl he wants
to be the one girl he loves
a million girls always come before her.