Ill see u up in heaven.
ill see you once again.
sorry i had to leave so soon.
but it was my time to go.
at least im not in that dirty world.
the pain youll never no.
ill be waiting for you, in heaven above.
until then, please never forget my love.

I wasnt trying to kill myself..
i just wanted the pain i felt to..
-go away-

Depressing thoughts run thru my head..while i lay alone in my bed, the scars on my body show the pain.. it shows things i could never explain..

Sitting here alone. scared to death..
wondering if this is my last b.r.e.a.t.h...

I wanna die..all i do is cry..so heres my goodbye..

......{goodbye}......

Wishing someone loved me..
wishing someone cared..
wishing i could stop crying now..
wishing my i wouldnt feel this pain..
wishing i wasnt going in sane..
wishins my wishes would come true..
you dont even have a clue..

I didnt want to die,why did i have to try?Now i cant go back, i wish i could say good-bye, But all i can do now is cry. Ill be watching you from above, please never forget my love, never shall we part, remember im always in your heart...

Alone in a mist of people,
I used to call my friends.
Suddenly they turned their backs,
the torments and rumors never end...