One night I lied awake in bed and prayed
That this poor womans sickness would fade...

As I look down in a casket is where I see you lay
I slowly bow my head as I begin to pray...

I wish I could tell you just how much I love you...
I know your suffering and soon in that happy place...

I understand things are hard for you to
And that sometimes you dont know what to do...

I wish I could put into words how much I love you
But sometimes I get upset and mad at the things...

I am stuck in right now and drug back to my past
Everything was going perfect and this mess came...

I sit here and think about wat me and you could be...
And how nobody else would be willing to agree...

When I come home from school I lock myself in my...
Not realizing that Im actually putting myself to...

At nite I lay awake and wonder where you are
I know its close but yet it seems so far...

Even in freedom everything seems to be held...
Untill you reach that place where all can be...

The sun has set and darkness has spread,
This is when all my feelings may escape...

I never used to look at him the way I look at him...
I have seen it before but never bothered to...