The only reason to live is to die

I dont understand what is wrong with me today i dont understand why they look at me this way

I look at him and i feel like crying
He looks at me and i feel like dying

I look at him and i feel like crying
He looks at me and i feel like dying

In my life cars are speeding by
i wonder which one will let me die
i step into the street
which one will i meet
i let my life be taken away
cuz i dont want to f u c k i n g stay