Your overseas "missing me"
Yet when your home, I'm left alone.

I wait for you unwillingly because I love you.
And you don't even give me the time of day, when I need it most.

Its ME who yearns for u at nite.
Its ME who cries, wishin u were here.
Its ME who third wheels it everywhere.
Its ME patiently waitin til u get home.
Its ME who misses u most. Not her, not him, not them.
So why cant it be u to miss me like I miss u?

Its hard enough already to hardly see you each year,
its even worse when you are here, and you don't nearly want to spend as much time with me as I'd hoped everyday, waiting on you.

I let myself, let you, tear me up inside, rip my heart out, cry all night, play me, put me last, put you first, fall for you, wait on you, be there for you, LOVE YOU... and all you do is treat me like a dormat.

&& at the end of the day all we have is who we are...

"According to greek mythology, humans were created with 4 arms, 4 legs, & a head with 2 faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves." -Plato

I lost my teddy bear, can we snuggle?
;)

Great love and great achievements involve great risk

Is it better for me to just ignore the fact that you don't treat me right and continue on loving you? Or try and move on from you, knowing how much it'd kill me inside.