Let's just say I wouldn't do that that to you. Not ever.

One word and one word only: dignity.

"It's terrible to lose someone you love, but its even worse to lose yourself while doing it." - tantan

And its fcuked up if you ask me

I never actually needed you... I only thought I did.

What do you do after he's told you to move on, after your face has hit the pillow. After he's millions of miles away and out of plain sight. After he's told you that everything will be alright.

I just wish I was good enough.

And who would of thought.. I guess pretending you gave a shit was better than you not caring at all.

Don't you HATE it when they always ask, "are you ok?" or "are you alright?" I always wanna shoot him in the head and then press rewind. I mean c'mon, "WHAT'S THE REASON YOU'RE ASKING?!"

I feel like I can't breathe. My stomach feels like its dropped to my knees. How can you look me in the eyes so lovingly and tell me you don't need me?