& so I don't know if it was too drastic,
But I changed my number to end the bit of hope I had left.
Because I hated looking at my phone..
& seeing nothing there.
When you knowingly knew how much I still cared.

"You gotta live it to feel it, you didn't you wouldn't get it." -Eminem

I'm wearing the smile you put on for me <3

In order to find true love. First, you must love yourself.

"I just need a little time, they say, because I've over committed myself. I guess this is growing up."

She's banged up,
Mentally & Emotionally.
Literally & Metaphorically.
But everyday she walks outside
With a smile on her face,
Because that's just who she is.

"I have died everyday waiting for you."

"I loved you yesterday, I love you still. I always have, I always will."

Maybe I blame Disney for my mindset. But I know I want you & only you. My dream may be too big, but go ahead & call me crazy for wanting to live & love you, happily ever after.

Over deep; Mountain high <3