"I don't want to hurt you," he says.
He wants me to let go, I know..
But how can I be happy??.. when its you who made me whole.

Fly birdie fly

I feel like I can't breathe. My stomach feels like its dropped to my knees. How can you look me in the eyes so lovingly and tell me you don't need me?

Don't you HATE it when they always ask, "are you ok?" or "are you alright?" I always wanna shoot him in the head and then press rewind. I mean c'mon, "WHAT'S THE REASON YOU'RE ASKING?!"

And who would of thought.. I guess pretending you gave a shit was better than you not caring at all.

I just wish I was good enough.

What do you do after he's told you to move on, after your face has hit the pillow. After he's millions of miles away and out of plain sight. After he's told you that everything will be alright.

I never actually needed you... I only thought I did.

And its fcuked up if you ask me

"It's terrible to lose someone you love, but its even worse to lose yourself while doing it." - tantan