I Hear People Say That Falling In Love Is Hell...If Only They Knew What It Feels Like To Wanna Die At The Age Of 18...Now THAT Is Pure Hell!

Y'all look at me and think everything's going great. It's not great and it never will be until this life has finally ended.

People see my scars then they get scared. I wish that they would stay and care rather than run because then they would know that I don't cut to die I cut to stay alive.

This Life Isn't What I Want But It's Who I Am Now. A Life Of Cutting Myself To Get Rid Of The Pain Inside Is What I Live.

I've Only Got One Friend Left. It's The Only One That I Can Choose When It Hurts Me. It's The Only One Who's Always There For Me When I Need It. It's Not A Person...It's A Razorblade!

U Said U'd Never Leave Me But That Was A Lie. I Sit Here Dying & Wondering Why. I Look At My Wrists & The Veins Are Tempting. I Make A Single Cut & My Blood Pours Out. I Feel Free Without Memories Or Pain. One Single Cut & I'm Alive Again.

You See Me Smile...You Smile With Me.
You See Me Laugh...You Laugh With Me.
You See Me Cry...You Run And Hide.
So Now That You're Gone What Do I Do?

U Think I'm OK Just By My Smile. But I'm Not OK, My Smile Is A Mask To Cover My Pain & Screaming Inside

U See Me Happy, Not Sad. U Hear Me Laugh, Not Scream. U Watch Me Fight, Not Die. Yet U Say U Understand

A knife beside me. The sharp blade tempts me. I pierce my skin slowly. Letting the pain run free.