I need a change
in my life
the way i live
the way i act
the way i am
but most of all ...
the way i look
i need myself to be happy.
<3

If im as pretty as everyone says i am,
then why do i cry at night?

Im waiting on a dream that will never come true, and that dream is you.

And the truth is...deep down im dying.

Ill bleed all over my bed
soaking in my own suicide!

*I lost you,
when i just barely had you.*

Your my only suicide thought.

Your my nothing, yet your my everything.

I'll sit here and wait for you, and when you finally arrive, my heart skips a beat.

When your not around it just feels as if im lost,
but when you are around its like im lost in love.