Wounds and battle scars
haunting memories...

How do I begin
How can I express...

Inside
I hate life...

This cant be life
when I'm living in this struggle...

Friend or foe
Which one is it...

When I was young
we use to play to have fun...

Obstacles of impossible difficulty
crazy strange thoughts racing...

So much on my mind
But so little time...

The first time we met
wrong foot...

I don't care no more
sick of drowning...

Be who people want you to be
or be a follower...

Over and over again
My past plays in my head...