Even though your not here now,
You'll always be in my heart.
Even thought your in heaven and Im still here,
We'll never truly be apart...

So I walk to the top of a building,
I know its what I must do.
I jump and while I'm flying,
I know Ill be back with you...

My soul is crying out,
Asking to be saved.
The pain has scarred my life,
In my heart, forever engraved.

Tears flowing down my cheeks,
Blood pouring down my arm,
The only way I survive,
Is to survive on my self harm.

Your words,
Are as cold as ice,
Chilling my blood,
Freezing my heart.

Today I cried crimson tears,
I cried them over you.
Over what you've done to me,
Over the things you've put me through.

The lies,
Only disguise,
The truth.

When you look into my eyes what do you see?
A girl thats lost and tormented?
Yeah that would be me.
When you look at my arms what do you see?
A girl thats giving up on life?
Yeah that would be me.

You were once my candle in the dark,
But your flame went out...
You were once my map in the unknown,
But you went and I was left lost...

Physically shes ok....
Mentally shes been beaten, battered and tortured.