Its horrid when someone you think is your friend is so blind that they cannot see how much pain you're in.....But its worse when they know and ignore it.

The only reason I havent killed myself is because of you....Im not giving you the pleasure of spitting on my grave.

This evening when the moon is shining,
I shall wish upon a star, so bright.
Please let me have my greatest desire,
Allow me to stop breathing and die tonight...

Salty Tears,
Crimson gashes.
Shattered hearts,
Razor blade slashes.

You're hurting inside,
That I can see.
Why then do you make MY life hell,
And take it out on me?

Softly crying in a corner,
She sits all on her own.
No one cares, no one bothers,
They leave her all alone.

Quitely dying in a corner,
Salty tears pour from her eyes.
No one helps, no one's there,
So she slits her wrists and dies...

At first it was for happiness,
But I did not succeed.
Now its an addiction,
I have to bleed...and bleed...and bleed.

They never took her seriously,
They thought she cut as a joke.
They ignored her crys for help so long,
She tied a rope round her neck and began to choke...

Alone I stand,
Alone I fall.
Alone I win,
Then lose it all...

Alone I cut,
Alone I cry.
Alone I live,
Alone I die.

You say I always look depressed,
Well maybe I have good reasons why.
You are one of them in fact,
You love to make me cry...