As I sit on my bed and wonder why,
Why you could never love me...

I'm already missing you, but I'm not even gone.
in time, we'll be together again...

I walk into the bathroom
Look in the mirror...

She is lonely
Even though you can't tell...

I only cry at night.
I only cry when no ones around...

The garden gate still swings the same,
The garden path stills winds its way...

I thought you loved me,
i thought you cared...

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void...

I've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last...

Why do I bother going on like this
There is no meaning anymore...

Friends are there for you
until you tell them the truth...

I held the knife so close to my heart.
Like a foolish child, i sat and i cried...