I hate myself for not telling you
i loved you every day...
and i hate myself for all the things
i could never say....

They say time heals everything
but i dont think it dose,
i think in time u just learn to live with it...

Problems r never solved...
their just rearanged

Today my mom walked up to me...
and said here take this pill
it'll make you happy...

one of the saddest things to know
is that you cant be happy on your own..

Behind every fake smile
behind every fake laugh
and behind every fake person
theres a lost lil gurl,
jus trying to mak it in this world

I see you every day
in the hall
an i wonder wat if i diddent pull away
would i of still lost it all

People think im happy cuz of my fake smile, they think my life is so fun its pretty sad actually, that even my best friend dosent even know how ready i am to pick up that gun

Storm, take me away frm here
with your firce wind
let me float up to the sky
so i could just see her again

You told me to follow my dreams...
to bad they were all nightmares

I found you in the corner
i pulled you out of the clouds
you left in such a hurry
your face, lost n the crowed