~yesterday i gave u my heart, and u threw it bak in my face. eventually i'll give it away again but everytime i do, there will be a lil more missing until therez nuttin left to give. but remember baby, i gave it all to u first.~

~*~All i ever wanted out of life was to be happy. I thot i was happy wen i met you. We laughed, we cried, we lived and sighed. Wen i asked u for a chance, u laughed and said i wasn't good enough. now i i have are our momories. ~*~

~at night a lie in bed thinking about how my world is complete because of you and wonder if your world even has me in it~

~*~when u tell me to follow my heart i stop and wonder... what if my heart brings me right back to u and sets me up for more pain?~*~

~u loved her, u cherished her. u wanted her, u got her. u needed her, u missed her. while u were doin this, she was: cheatin on u, playin u, fakin u, pretending to luv u bak. r u still happier wit her than me?~

*~ i don't know weather to smile b/c we are friends, or cry b/c i know that we will never be any more. i wanted more for us, but she is holding u down*~*

~on the outside i make it seem like everything is ok. i smile and laugh and have fun. but on the inside, my world is a tangled mess. bent out of shape in everyway imaginable. i try to hide this so i don't get u down, but u always see right thru me.~

~i luvd u, i cared for u. i looked after u, i wanted u. i worked for ur love, i faught for ur time. i stressed for ur attention, i worried over ur heart. i tried so hard to make u happy, then u saw her, and everything between us went to hell.~

~if loving you is rong i don't want to be right. i can't always stand to fight "the good fight". i love you so much, i gotta fight for you, but then i stop and think... if i have to fight for you are you worth my time?~

~ive loved you with all my heart, ive hated you with all my soul. ive missed you with all my mind, ive been happier without you with all my emotions. it's funny how the one you love the most, can also be the one you can't stand.~