I feel so confused
between my heart and my head
my heart is racing
yet my mind says itz dead

Nothings harder than being alone
with so many people around you

The worlds so full of people
but still i feel alone
maybe there is no one out there
no one to call my own

Anger and shame
a smile of pain
an ice cold heart
torn apart
because i hate myself

Im not pretending
the pains not fake
the cuts on my arms
are no mistake
but ive got laughter
that i can share
to keep those happy
who dont even care

Smiling is my magic trick,
Magic creates an illusion,
This magic hides my secret,
The pain, My minds intrusion

PeOpLe wIsH 4 |PEACE| not -HATE-

ThEy pRaY 4 (LOVE) nOt [WAR]

Bt +LOVE+ Iz JsT As =DOOMED= a {FaTe}

Nd GoIn tHrU iTs JuS aS (S)(O)(R)(E)

Why are there so many people wanting to die
when the ones that would give anything to live
are the ones passing on

Why are so many people not wanting to stay
wanting to give up, to throw it away
when the ones who'd give anything to live one more day
are the ones dying, the ones passing away