I'm standing here, watching you
seeing me reflecting in your eyes...

I saw you out the other night
Holding hands with someone new...

These words are getting old
Wasted thoughts that pass through my mind...

I'm trying to hate you
Telling myself, caring wasn't your style...

The phones been ringing
And the knocking doesn't seem to end...

You were my best friend
The one I could confide in...

I'm sitting here among the darkness of my past
a bottle of wine at my feet...

I don't want to fall
Oh not with you...

Been trying to outrun who I am
But failing at each step...

I stopped counting the hours between yesterday and...
i lost count when a year turned into seven...

Blank sheet of paper
Pen in hand...

I'm barely breathe
Struggling to stand on my own...