It's been piling up
these emotions I hide inside...

I could whisper the words
pray you don't hear me speak...

I hate how you make me feel
the way my emotions flow...

I wish that time would stand still. . .
for I would want that one moment back...

I'm done crying, tired of losing
I'm through with this pain...

I could lose it all
my heart...

With a drink in hand
and a gun in the other...

I swore i found forever with you. . .
keep seeing it in your eyes...

I keep asking why
begging the man above to answer my prayers...

I'm here on my knees, with these tears in my eyes
Begging you. . .don't walk away...

It's sad that you and I don't see eye to eye
That you won't hear me and I won't listen...

Late at night i kneel beside you, your head bowed...
your lips move, asking the heavens above to keep...