...it bothers me that im still not over you...

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Dont ask yourself if you should do it but rather ask yourself can you live
with your self if you didnt?

-crow

I am what I've done

-"Remember"

This is for the outcasts
The one's who're all alone
Who come to school with hatred
And back to an abusive home

-frst stanza of a poem im working on for school..lemme no what u think..

Im 2 quarters and a heart down
And i don't wanna forget how your voice sounds
These words are all i have so i'll write them
So you need them just to get by

-Fall Out Boy (Dance,Dance)

Spend a lifetime trying to understand.
why you reason with a gun in your hand.
what was so bad?
what had he done to make you return, this time with a gun?
intimidation growing bigger.
what the hell made you pull the trigger?

-Stutterfly

Thought this all through, thought it might be fun.
shot in the head to show everyone.
held in his friends arms.
blood on his face.
hole in his head.
gripped by deaths embrace.

-Stutterfly \'Gun in Hand\'

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?
Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

-Mudvayne 'Happy'

I know people who've heard my story
they wonder why i dont cry
the truth is i do; through my cuts
and the deep need to die

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This is just another poem
I'll write more now and then
Now im hoping you can help
Make my pills work again

I dont know how it happened
But my pain is clear to see
I guess i overused them
And now they wont effect me

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