Is life going to be this way,
until i finally die...

**this is not really a poem but plz read anyway...
finding the perfect guy is like finding a four...

I made a promise to you,
that i wouldn't cut myself today...

Months has went by,
since you've been dead...

The day you left me
I fell apart...

I have built up more pain
Since that day she has died...

The day is coming
coming very soon...

~you will probably need to read
the knife(part one) to understand this poem...

I hated my life so much
I hated God not taking my life...

I saw a little girl
she was down with all her fears...

I don't know if I can make it.But if I...
I'm trying to erase all the old memories.The one's...

I'm tired of being treated like dirt.
Like I don't feel anything,like I dont hurt...