I was just a little girl when you died
But I realised that you were seriously ill...

If you will act to me
like you did yesterday...

You thought and said
that I was strong...

I tried to figure out
what you really mean to me...

I lay on my bed and I cry
What you said and did really hurt me...

If you are having problems
come to me and tell me what you want...

Sometimes
you just make me sad...

Did I made a stupid mistake?
I think so...

Past: you were everything for me
NOW: I try to get over you...

Run away
now you can...

Thought you loved me
At least you liked me...

(My best friend, Silke, wrote this poem)
Today it was even harder...