I was diagnosed with asthma...the docter says it's cuz i hav bad lungs..but i no its cuz it's hard 2 breath wen ur screaming from heart ache

Up until now a single smile has been able to hide away millions of crimson tears...but today in class there wasn't a single smile 2 be found and all those tears i've kept hidden for so long escaped

Forgive me for my life
forgive me for my death
but i couldn't take the pain any more
and so i'll put myself to rest

Why can't they understand that i can never be happy...
they call it depression...i call it life

I am myself and no 1 else...no else can be like me...but it's fun watching them try

I used to cry myself to sleep knowing that i was a day closer to dying
but now i cry myself to sleep hoping i won't wake up

I was sitting in the dark slitting my wrist and wondering when you'd save me ... but then i realised it was you that put me to this point in the first place

U no dat feelin u get wen u want 2 die den ur besty cums n makes things betta again...well if u do no da feelin consida urself luky cuz right now i wanna die but my besty wont b savin ma life ne time soon cuz im afraid of wot she might say if i tell her

TODAY IS JUST YESTERDAYS TOMORROW ... AND YESTERDAY AND TODAY ALIKE I FEEL THE VERY SAME...UNBEARABLE PAIN OF HEART BREAK AND TOMORROW WON'T BE ANY DIFFERENT