So controlling,
You are to me...

I step back,
I look at my life...

In this world I see,
Anything can happen...

If only to touch you
to gently trace your lips...

My heart ripped from my chest,
Frail, bleeding so much within...

If only I could lie in your arms,
To feel your gentle embrace...

Would you miss me
if i was to ever leave...

I sit here,
Tears streaming down my face...

One time up top,
was all it took...

You said
No, you promised...

When I met you,
all my dreams came true...

This blade holds all my pain for me
as it slides smoothly across my skin...