Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

**Linkin Park**

I try so hard...can't seem to get away from misery.

Lost within myself...
i cant find a way to cure this pain

I never had anything to lose...

I thought this would last,
nothing seems to pass,
the thoughts of you running through my head will never fade away...

Trying to find his self confidence,
Another broken heart behind the painless smile that he shows,
Reminded that yesterday is so far gone
And tomorrow is still a miracle
**12 Stones

--i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all--

Im so ashamed of the life im living,
tore up and a bruised heart..it's all i've felt from the day we split apart.

I don't belong here and I'm not well,
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living,
Right on the wrong side of it all.

**The Gift**
Seether

Loosing what you love the most...is more then you can ever explain.