I question why you chose to die
When you knew your truth I would deny
You look at me
The tears begin to fall
And all in all faith is blind
But I fail time after time
Daily in my sin I take your life

Spiteful eyes are watching me
With everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord
My spirit calls for you

Lately i've been wandering off the narrow path

You fall apart at the seams
I'll never know what it means
Try not to pull it apart
Your aiming straight from the heart

I live a chemical life
I'm on a mission to try
You went insane for a day
I'll have to shove it away
My only option is gone
Smile as they break and they fall
You want a simpler life
You can't erase what was mine

Hesitate while the world is just a step away
To recreate all the innocence that time can take
I am wide awake

Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here

You said you'd love
To see the end
The long hard road
That I have been
When all these dreams have come to end
You wish you were, you're not my friend

Shove me under you again
I can't wait for this to end
Sober, empty in the head
I know I can never win
Why should I have to wait
I'll just look the other way

You stand before me
Now we stare eye to eye
Before another second clicks away, one of us will die
You reach for your metal as I reach for mine
The sound of bullets flying through the air is followed by a cry