Your holding the rope and im taking the fall

You’re getting closer to pushing me
Off of life’s little edge
Cause I’m a loser
And sooner or later
You know I’ll be dead

All we want is to survive
defend our land and our life
In our hand a metal blade
to fight this force of (raging) hate

Time will not wait and my future feels so strange
Turning back to live once again

I'm getting weaker
My heart's feeling fragile
Lord you let me down
Please before I'm going on
Be my guide

Sick in a white room
The disease is invading me
The countdown has begun
My consciousness disappearing

I work all day to get harder money
nothing that can make me high
drivin' a fast car I live in a castle
but tell me why I wanna die

There are some things I just can't control
They're so deep within
And just when I feel I'm ok..you pretend you're me

And the lights go off
And then I turned around
I got to see your face
As you were falling away
And you looked just like me

I don't always recognize me
Not even my own face
I can't take the ups and downs
So I have to take these pills