I couldn't imagine
Why you would save yourself

I find it hard to decide
the way to make up your mind
your lips are better than mine
so you can kiss this goodbye

There is no way to recover
you told me there is no other
the surface is getting hotter
I'll shove your head under water
but I won't ever let you drown
no I won't ever let you down

I don't wanna be bold
I don't wanna be cold
I don't wanna grow old
I don't wanna go home

You said you'd love
To see the end
The long hard road
That I have been
When all these dreams have come to end
You wish you were, you're not my friend
Blind eyes shine through

Shove me under you again
I can't wait for this to end
Sober, empty in the head
I know I can never win
Why should I have to wait
I'll just look the other way

Theres nothing inside,
at least thats how it feels,
i hope i wake from this dream,
before i hit bottom

Caught in a world of pretend,
lost in a world of hate,
fighting the pain away,
each and everyday.
the blade slips in deeper,
i feel the lies pour out,
inside i've become so numb,
fix it with some rum.

Whats wrong with me?
what have I become?
a s l u t and a w h o r e,
the worst you can even imagine,
and maybe even more.

All f u c k e d up
And I don't know how
How I ever got to where I feel
Like I am dying on the inside
I want to be happy
But I don't know how