With everyone knowing what I'm writing I am not me
How can I say these things if everyone can see...
I attempted suicide yesterday, I knew no one would...
There would be no difference, If I was no longer...
I grab you, pull you off the road, we are alone...
So I rip off your clothes, deny you of dignity and...
As I stare into your eyes, shrouded in the dark
All I wanted was to kiss you and hold you all the...
This is the only place I can say it now
I want to tell you every day, but I don't know how...
I sit up into the dead of night, scribing on my...
Incisions, meaning everything to me, my world of...
Each cut closer to the end of life
Each cut a new way to escape my strife...
Now my last reason, has been broken before my eyes
And now I sit by the computer and cry and cry...
Please will you just leave her
eating her away, shes breaking...
Am I so wrong to want you, with every fibre of my...
Is it bad that when you hug me, it's the only time...
Gone, faded away into dust, and the dark void of...
Where they will ever be, swirling around...
Love is pain
Love is hate...