You know it was your heart that brought you here..

Because if I closed my eyes
and followed my heart
By the time I opened them,
I'd see you.

I never chose to run..
i just didn't know how to stop...

We cant be friends because you hurt me...
because i cant keep seeing you and knowing this is all there is...
but mostly Because i dont know how to not love you...

Its wasnt until I lost you that i realized i never really had you in the first place.

Im Getting by on a memory, because its all i have left of you.

At times like these when i miss you this much.
I close my eyes.
and hug the air.
and pretend that it is you.

Because Your a million miles away.
And when your not here
Im not okay.

Because I cant stand to watch you love her.

If i could hate you, i would love it... because i hate loving you.