I want to kill myself,
Maybe today, maybe tomorrow...

I put my trust in someone who doesn't exist,
I tried so hard for nothing in return...

Feeling so low with an emptiness inside,
Knowing you’re so lonely and I can't be by...

I cannot live without you by my side,
The thought just brings mere tears to my eyes...

Sensitive beauty angelic to touch,
Amazing grace only heavens can touch...

I live this very life,
Not ever letting go...

Am I not good enough for the world?
Do I not try hard...

As I sit and begin to wonder,
If we will ever meet...

Pondering away waiting for the answers,
I sit here and watch the clock tick...

Everyday you have never ending decisions,
Of whom you are or what you want to be...

Why do I bother trying to be someone else?
When no one even realizes that I’m making...

Why do you love me?
When there are so many others...