Life is 4 u, death is 4 me, being happy is 4 u, being sad is 4 me, being 2geva is 4 u, being lonely is 4 me, everything 4 u BUT u r 4 me!

Three times to cut thru skin,
three times i drive it in,
each time a little blood escapes,
each time a new scar shapes.

Sweet is love wen all is sane,
sweet is death to rid the pain,
cruel is death wen all is well,
cruel is love wen all is hell.

If u could choose between life n death,
u would almost ratha die.
love is fun but hurts like hell,
the price u pay is high.

Sorri 4 my tear stained face,
im searching 4 a betta place.
sorri 4 the blood on the wall,
im sorri i cant take it anymor.

Pls just leave me as i was,
b4 u found me just becoz,
i was happi n so free,
so let me out n let me be.

Hide ur face 4eva,
dream n search 4 eva,
nite n nite u feel nothing,
there's no way outside of my land.

~Guano apes-open ur eyes~

Its neva wat u want, its always wat u fear, its like a voice screaming, n only u can hear......

~this is my definition of depression

Nothing is 4eva, 4eva always dies.
nothing is 4eva, 4eva is a lie.

I dont do excuses, i dont ask why, its just a breakdown, it happens all the time, so get outta my face, dont even try, ya wanna help me? just let me die.